|07:38 pm - # 7|
Don't you hate it when you get the worst news of your life. Well i know what that feels like to a tee. Now. I just got the worst news in the world. My best friend is being deployed over to Afghanistan, Its damn near killing me. I am so scared. I dont want to lose him. He has been on of the best people i know. he has been there for me for the past 3 years. I dont want him to go at all. I want him to stay here at home with me. Where i know he is safe. I love him a lot and i don't know what i would do with him gone. I am wanting to tell him to stay home but i have no choice in the matter. I love you Calvin. I expect you to come home safe. I will miss you.
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